Recently, after giving birth to my precious jewell, Ava Brooke, life has turned into more havoc and created so much more happiness beyond belief!
Incredibly enough, Josh has been put through so much change and yet taken it all in his stride even though he has encountered some difficult new changes that he is recently adjusting to! I really do feel for my first baby.....now grown up into a 3 yr old (who really seems to act like a 18 yr old). I am so very proud of my Josh! He has the most calming and laid back aura to him and, is popula with EVERYONE! Josh, though has been going through the terrible 2's, at a later stage and has been gaining very many Black Marks due to naughtiness! Having introduced these and gold stars Josh is now settling down a lot more and, is showing his great adjustment to the arrival of his little sister. Whom, he is very loving towards and very protective and caring of also. Seeing them together is a truely special and most rewarding, after having gone through 9 months of pregnancy and different births with the two of them! Pregnancy and childbirth are significant in life and, is the BESt thing you can ever do in Life!
Not only has this been a change in our life but, we have our business here at home now after sellin our art shop last year in september. We moved house in mid-december. We were putting Josh to bed in a proper bed not long after moving. We were a family of 3 soon to become 4! And, daddy was and stil is a VERY VERY VERY busy hardworking Daddy! With all of this and now, new things happening.....the dreaded Toilet Training....life is moving fast and things are hard!
I am finding it hard to be doing everything right now around the house, even though Paul is doing his bits that we all appreciate! DH is a Hardworking Man and can never fault him with this! He is nearly always working, going out or has things to do here and there that, we do not see him very much! I take care of Josh and Ava during the day together 2-3 days of the week and it is hard work, especially when Josh is being very naughty! Sometimes I can not cope and other times I can....it's all about staying positive and not letting it get to me, because of this I am now managing to pull through the hard times I am experiencing when Paul is not around! Todaqy, has been a good day.....and feel I have accomplished something good and strong in myself!